old

.when did we grow old?

an uncle's death made my better half ask the question....

when did we? when did i? must have been when you i saw a youngling look up at you trying to get your attention. must have been when i placed a handful of soil on top of a mound to say goodbye. must have been when i became aware that black has turned white. must have been when a flight up was much easier last time around. must have been the time i finally understand what rotund and morbidly obese really is. and just right about ... now.

>>just the sky<<

tired

. why do i feel so tired?

it has been a tiring 30 days of endless *induction* sessions and working/ staring at the computer monitor. i think i've grown blisters with my left pink for a lot of ctrl+C and ctrl+V. there must be a better way of doing these things. =D

tucked in a few *decks* not a bit a stretch but a real time-eater with a hawkeye hovering. hmm. or is it *wishy-washy* or *wanna-be*? time will tell. an unavailable eagle. wha! busy too?

the learnings. woohoo.
the latenites. bummer.
the opportunities. salivating.
the focus. must i.....

thats y....

>> open up <<

leaf

. quo vadis?.

twelve posts ago, and here i am, turning another leaf. this time it seems, it is much more meaningful as i look forward to this year. bigger, better, bolder... 'nough said.

>>where the sky is better than the sea <<

door

.how do you walk out of the door?

and so i walked out of the door... in fact, two doors.

it was a study in contrast of how and what. how, in the the first door, you'd want me to stay on by showing me the things i will miss. the love that is obviously there, the comfort that you've build over a few short months. but then the last door was a show of could'nt-care-less... go.

and so it was, i stepped out fof the door - for the final time. it was easy in hindsight to know that you just simply can. how excillirating...